fast five :)

today we went to see fast five its a good movie i really liked it bobby espically like it he loves thos movies :) he wants to buy it when it comes out on dvd well i had a great day with my wonderful fiancee i love him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH xoxoxoxo 48 days to go tell our wedding :)

today was the best day ever !!!!!!

so today bobby calls me around 730 i tought he was on break at work but nope then tells me he has a surpise for me i had no idea wat is was and he gives me hits and i finally figured it out tat he was talking about our apt windows and then i came outside to see him and he says i was wondering if you was gonna figure it out after tat we went to etown together and paid a bill and got my ring from kay jewelery and then we ate at ryans it was the best surpise i got i love him he is the best and im looking forward to this weekend to spend time with my baby :)

life story :)

• in 2002 i lost my close aunt kay its been 9 yrs since i lost her and i miss her every day when i found she passed away i just feel down and cried my eyes out i had to go to counseling for it and therapy and every thanksgiving i think of her and then i just fall in pieces again in tears she died on thanksgiving nite she was a mother of a son my close cuz jacob johnson and also later that same yr his father jamie died i really was shocked tat not only did one of my closes persons in the world pass away but so did the father of her son it was really hard to chob i was crying for days and months i could not belive my aunt was gone i was not really that close to jamie so i really didnt care i knew he was gonna die due to drinking or something but i feel for my cuz he lost both of his parents ik he never showed his feelings about the hole thing but ik deep inside hes broken and hurt and ik he misses them both i love my aunt with all my heart she will be deeply missed and loved and in memory of her im gonna get a candle and put a k on it or kay on it and light it and theres a song i told the dj to play while we stand and remember her in slient its ordinary day by nick lachary ik she would've loved to meet bobby and be there at our wedding ik shes there in spirt i miss you and i love you aunt kay r.i.p  

i'm super excited

not only is our wedding right around the corner in june but in august our lease is ending for our apt and where gonna be looking for places to live in etown cause we dont want to live here any more and as soon as august gets here and that date comes imma be on it cause i wont out of here even if i got to get the depost money form my dad i just want a new place a new life with bobby start all over you no i want a house but a town house saids good to me as long as it looks good and way cheaper then what we pay right now we pay 495 for this place and i cant wait to move and have a better place maybe a job a car watever i love every moment i get with bobby

the wedding

cute pic i found on google

all the plans for our wedding  are started to fall in place i'm getting excited i can't wait to see how everything turns out and all the decations and stuff i can't wait to finally get everything done i almost do i just gotta finish paying for stuff and order our cakes :)